right now, i\'m laying down at my bellagio room at just 2pm trying to figure out how i\'m going to get through the rest of the day; i just busted out of the bellagio $2500 in the second level for the second straight day...woken up 30 minutes late, i had already missed quite a bit but ended up busting out drawing dead on the turn and just folding my hand and not even seeing the river...u know it\'s bad when things like that happens...

anyways, i haven\'t been running too well the past couple weeks...been quite swingy for not playing so much...i gotta admit...there are so many personal conflicts that are going through my head lately that i haven\'t been playing too well...actually the other night at bellagio playing 300-600, 400-800, and some chinese poker, i could\'ve played the worst i\'ve EVER played...not to mention how bad i was running...i dropped about 80k which is obsurd...it totally killed my mood to even wanna play and just fly back home and rest again...

the other day after busting out of the 2000$ within in the first 2 hours, i felt like i had a revelation...i felt like there was a calling for me...and that calling was to get away from the online poker scene and start something big...i know it sounds really crazy, but i truly believed it...i\'m only 22 years old and i don\'t really see myself doing this in 2 years to be honest with u, and i want to get started right away on wut\'s gonna get me through life comfortably after this crazy lifestyle ends...

i had a long time to think deeply as i was at the gym by myself the other night for over 4 hours as i was simultaneously doing cardio, workout, basketball, swimming, and lock myself in a steamroom...didn\'t really get much thinking done but at least it was a great workout...my goal in that is to lose 15-20 pounds in the next 2 months which seems very doable...

anyways, now i have the choice of either playing tomorrow\'s bellagio 3000$, or play the venetian\'s 5000$, fly back home and rest, or even fly back home and apply back to school...maybe not the last one just yet, but it\'ll be coming soon...within the next 5 years...haha...



Steve Sung
ssung41585@yahoo.com