hi
Let me first start off by saying i love this show,but why cant we have better people on it,im sure i havent seen them all.or maybe i have...but why hasnt barry been on it? why not durrr.. i have 100 questions for him.. he would be great for the show.instead of some of the others who nobody really knows..i have alot of ideas for the show...
Maybe some of you might ask how i been.well i been alright...to make a long story short. the doctors say im in a remission.but i feel awfull still.lost alot of brain functions.from what i can tell. i weeened myself off the pain meds. and am now on suboxine for a supposed year....which seems obsurd...i guess 2 mg of dilauded every 3 hours. somehow takes a toll on your body..both extremly bind you up.. but coming off of the opiates was almost harder than the cancer itself...You know sometimes i sit here and think to myself what happned back in 2008...what ran through me like a freight train...and why..as many promises as i tried to keep and tell myself .i never did forfill...why i dont know.guess maybe i took my 2nd chance for granted...dont ask me why.i dont take the sick for granted though. i treat them with the uttmost respect..cuz i know what they go through..sickness can kill you almost mentally itself...i never did worry about the cancer lookin back on it. i was ready for my fate and took it like a man.although i did cry alot on bad days and asked alot why me. why me;'s.. i never gave up on anyone including god and myself. you know being sick for 2 years straight does alot to a person.you think alot about life in general.about why youre here. well. i havent still figured it out.but i am trying.i have a better outlook on life. im not so edgy..not so vein...never meen. or uncaring anymore..id like to thank everyone who was there through my hard times including barry.i never did come back to thank you bear.but from the bottom of my heart. thank you.all of you.and God bless
Mike
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